[BTR]

[eelseason]

[Locked to Mat]

Hey, kid. You doing any better?

[Locked to Adrian]

Are you all right? Are you alive? I haven't heard from you in a while.

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[eelseason]

I'm glad things are getting better. :) Survivor's guilt is rough, and in my experience it's never something that just goes away, but you're not doing anything wrong by continuing to live your life. And you definitely didn't do anything wrong by surviving. So just... keep up with it. Making your life be about someone else's death does no one any good.

Trust me, you're going to work things out. If you spend that much of your life in hiding, it'll take a bit of adjustment, but the world's a surprisingly inviting place once you get out into it. Trust me, you should have seen Sam when I first met him. He was

...now I think it might be my turn to ramble on the journals.

Don't worry about the room. I don't tend to use it anyway.

I'm glad I could have helped.